Sunday, December 27, 2009

I become a christmas's rockstar!

Christmas with family was great! It was great to remember how much fun and special can be spending the holidays with the ones that loves you no matter what.

We remembered the light of Christ in our lives and how much we are bless!

We ate a lot of great food! I think since my mommy is here I gained at least 5 pounds (maybe more :S). Horray for my mom's cooking skills! Having real food is AWESOME!

My parents got me a rockband for Christmas.. Im so excited cuz thats what i wanted mmm wait what i really wanted was spending christmas with my PARENTS so the rockband was just a bonus but Im happy for that too!


HOPE YOU HAD GREAT CHRISTMAS CUZ MINE ROCKED!


Sunday, December 20, 2009

Crazy love

My parents are here!!! Can life get any better? I don't think so!!!
I have new news... After hanging out with Wes the whole semester I just realize that things between him and me wouldn't never work.. I was good thou cuz for the first time ever I give myself time to know a person rather than rushing things up! I'm still going out with Justin (Jj).. We went this friday to the premier of Avatar. It was such a great movie probably it was the best movie of the year! I like to hang out with him but I'm not sure if there is just a physical attraction or something more than that!
I dont know if I'm crazy lover girl but I like someone else too.. His name can't be reveled yet lol. What I can tell you is that .. he is hot haha. It is weird cuz he is not my type at all.. he is blondie, white skin, green eyes.. you know a classic american guy but there is something that attracts me!
It is funny to me how crazy love can be

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Updates and goodbyes!












This three weeks flew so fast.. my cousin is already gone but we have a blast together!! I love her so much that words can express how much i love her! It was sad saying goodbye, hopefully she will be back (deep inside I know she will be back sooner that I think)..

We had some many adventures this three last weeks: we went ice skating for the first time, we ate ridiculous amounts of food, we had tons of dates, we laughed so hard til our tummies hurt, we played guitar hero and we got addicted to it, we went to the movies, we talked about things that matters in life, we went to the Christmas devotional, we gambled in Vegas, We had a bday party,. we had funny conversations in the hot tub, tons of fun and tons of pics that prove it...

in summary we had a BLAST


I got new friends with her and guess what I like someone, he is blond, 25 years old, I spilled water on him (clumsy me), but I am not sure if he likes me.. I guess I have to figure out that!



LIFE IS GOOD



MY PARENTS WILL GET HERE ON WEDNESDAY I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THEM!!

Monday, December 7, 2009

Choose today!!



I love this message, I love my faith!!

The joy of the season!!

This weekend was so much fun..!! On friday, I didn't work instead I went to the movies with JJ, his friend, my cousin, Abril and her boyfriend!! We got late to the movie so probably that was the shortest movie I have ever seen.. After that we went to my place and we watch Marley and me. I love it and after that I love my cute "little" dog even more.
Me and Jj are still hanging out so are dont know what going on there! Sometimes I think we make dating so hard.. it should be like you like someone, he likes you, you start dating if things work you go to the next level if not you just leave it like that....
On saturday, We went ice skating (my first time). I was kinda of scared.. it was so much fun and there is no doubt the winter is here!
On sunday, We woke up and everything was cover by snow.. the view outside my window was gorgeous...We went to the Christmas Devotional.. it was inspiring, upliting, amazing and it remained me the true meaning of Christmas.. this season is all about the savoir, about love, families, forgive and be forgiven...
I'm so happy that my parents are coming.. I'm sure this Christmas will be memorable!

Hope you had a great weekend too!!

Happy winter!!

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

What I like to call happiness

Since my cousin got here I didnt have that much of time for blogging. We are having so much fun together.. I´m laughing all the time and that make me feel so good!!
So far we are having so many adventunres like the day we when to the park and we took silly pics...
our late night adventures
the day that i lose my phone, our romances, our loud conversations in the library with friends, cleaning the room for hours and a messy room after 2 mins, VEGAS... and so much more!!
I just can say I love my family!!

Friday, November 20, 2009

Reunion

Tonite I will get to see this beauty girl.. Im so happy and excited and I have seen her in years!! I love her so much, we grew up together! I always felt that I had to be an example to her and her sister.. We are more like cousins we are sister... I'm gonna take care of her and make her have three wonderful weeks!!

happy happy weekend!

Dreams

Life needs to have a direction that will lead us to our destiny.. but what is our destiny?? Without a doubt I will say our dreams.. My realization make me think what my dreams are, where i wanna go. Lately I am in a "conform zone" I don't want to take risks and it is just for one reason: the fear of suffering..Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself. And no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dream.
So I decide to list my dreams.. the first step to achieve your dreams.. is knowing them if you dont know them you will be lost always wandering what is your personal story or what is your purpose in your life! No matter how simple or complex your dream are...
“When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.”
My dreams are:
1. Getting a career in BYU..
2. Going to Paris
3. Learning french
4. Having daughters
5. Dancing
6. Writing a book
7. Finding true love
8. Being a good student
9. Serve others
10. Having a shop with my mom
11. Getting married
12. Become a dancer
13. Be virtuous
14. Be an influence in this world
15. Change my life and by that changing the life of others.. change the world
16. Have honor
17. Surfing
18. Living in the beach
19. Going to south America before I get married
20. Be happy
21. Having a baby boy
22. Be a doctor
22. Be a good mom
23. Design clothes
24. Learn to knit and sew
25. Be honest with myself
26. Don't be afraid to changes
27. Going to Africa with my dad
28. Taking pictures around the world
29. Have enough money to help others
30. Adopt a child
31. Climb a mountain
32. Run a 5k
33. Live in at least 5 different countries
34. Own a house that will be my home
35. Getting old with my eternal companion
36. Having nephews and nices
37. Make a family tradition..
38. Having always a close relationship with GOD
I will keep updating my list by so far this are my dreams..
This is my destiny

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Not bad for a wednesday!!

I dunno whats going on with Wes... he has been acting weird lately (to be more specific since we kissed) he is still texting me and inviting me to come over to his place!
Who knows what he is thinking... he is not very expressive!
Tonight me and Justin went to the Jazz game we beat the raptors... i was fun~~ Justin is the guy who i met in Halloween.. since then we had hung out every week! Today he held my hand, we walked around downtown salt lake.. my heart was beating fast i was nervous and I don't know if it was obvious or not.. i try to hide it thou!
He held my hand all the way back to Provo.. we ate at Sonic
He offered me gum... deep inside i thought maybe he will kiss me but it was just a thought
He walked me to the door.. he hug me and i don't know how he kissed me in front of my door! It was sweet.. when i got home I had a big smile.. not working today was worthy!
I might like him but I don't wanna have big expectations about me and him.. but it is nice to be nervous and feel butterflies in my stomach again!

Monday, November 16, 2009

Special weekend.. full of blessings!

This weekend i got my patriarchal blessing! It was soooooooooooooooooo special! I could felt how blessed I am and how much God loves me!
I can't believe all the promises he has for me, he is so merciful and I can tell he loves me!
Life is good when you know that there is a purpose in life..and dreams can come true!
I'm reading The Alchemist!! it is a wonderful book and i can't stop reading it highly recommended it!!
HAVE A LOVELY WEEK!!

I'm going to a jazz game this Wednesday.. I'm way excited!!

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Secret confession!

I have to tell you... he kissed me tonite and I dont know how to feel!!
It was nice but i dont know???
I like it but i feel that something was missing....
I guess I have to give it some time!
Next week I'm going out with Justin. He is cool and we might go to a Jazz game!

Friday, November 13, 2009

Friday.. just chilling

I didn't have to work tonite... I had been in a weird mood this two last days! I need to breath, pray, trust more in my self and don't let discourage take part of me! I was reading the scriptures and that make me feel much better.. Finally, I understood what HOPE is about.. I believe in hope, I believe in miracles, I believe in faith, I believe in charity, I believe in my self I believed in Jesus Christ! I have high and confident expectations that my future will be brighter if I believe!

On the other hand, my plans for this weekend are:
  • Taking pics of my mom's headbands and post them in this cute blog I made for sweet momma!
  • Going out with Wes.. Im kinda of getting tired of going out with him.. he is not expressive at all!!
  • Do homework
  • Preparing my primary class
  • Finally receiving my patriarchal blessing on Sunday
  • I'm craving for cake so probably I will end up baking one
So that's my weekend in 6 sentences..

HAPPY WEEKEND!

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Monday beats thursday!


I'm so frustrated.. today is one of those days that everything seems to be so wrong! I lost my wallet and if I don't find it i will be in BIG troubles! My i pod is acting weird! I don't want to do anything!
Life is not good today!! I have to calm down and remember that days of frustration and sorrow are necessary. If we don't have them we will never know the feeling of joy and happiness.. so I'm grateful for days like this.. I'm still alive and tomorrow will be better day!

I'm just moody now!!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Tuesdays always beat Mondays


Today i went to my orientation for the volunteering at the hospital.. people seems to be really nice there.. they took me a pic and i look stunning lol but seriously it was a really good picture.. this is the kind of pic that u don't mind to show everyone!
I walked around downtown the colors, the weather, the wind everything make me feel so good!
I had Salvadorian food for lunch! it was yummy!

I saw two cute guys on the bus!! I'm wearing a cute outfit and i talk with my mom

What else can i ask?? It was a lovely tuesday



Monday, November 9, 2009

Life lesson 1


"Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow"

This weekend was weird, don't take me wrong it was good just a little bit emotional! I went to the bijou market.. they have really cool stuff! I got inspired I'm gonna start selling my mom jewelry and headbands on Etsy.. She is so talented I'm proud of her!
On saturday I watched a movie with Wes dont know exactly what is going on there.. we haven't kiss but he seems to like me a lot he calls me all the time!
I was thinking on sunday in Daniel.. I saw some pictures on facebook and he look cute on most of them! I still kinda of missing him. I know i shouldn't do this but it was out of my control.. I cried just a little bit but I cried.
Then i found this quote and it makes me feel much better.. i have to stop worrying about the mistakes of the past, i did it and now it is time to let it go and just take the best of it. The present is a gift that why we call it present.. just live for today and hope for tomorrow things will be much better the next day !!



"The principle of living greatly included the capacity to face trouble with courage, disappointment with cheerfulness, and trial with humility". Thomas S. Monson

HAVE AN AWESOME WEEK!

Living for others thats the key

I'm starting a new week.. I am excited today I got an email saying that I can start the volunteering in the hospital!
I really want to help others or feel that I am doing something for others!

"Only a life lived for others is worthy living"

I totally agree with this Einstein's quote.. service is the key of a happy life

Friday, November 6, 2009

Viva le week-end!!

I love Fridays! It means the end of the week time to rest and have fun! Today I started with the right foot.. a little baby was flirting with me on the bus he was cute and he made me smile, Wes is always waiting for me after class ( he used to run to his next class) , I had a wrap for lunch, and I just feel happy there is no reason why but I do feel good (maybe cuz its friday)!!

So my plans for this weekend are:
  • Hitting up the bijou market and a flea market
  • Going to a swing dance
  • Getting my patriarchal blessing (I'm so exciting =D I was waiting for this and finally tomorrow is the day)



Life is good!!

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Dateless life is over


Remember this!! This might sound funny but I'm officially back to the market.. After that email I felt so good, it is not that I don't feel anything for him but I finally understood that it is over. I'm still going out with Wes, things are going slow with him. We see each other often and he calsl me everyday sometimes twice or three times a day! He hasn't try to kiss me, I feel that he really wants to know me rather than just playing around.

Tonight I had a date with a guy that I meet in a Halloween party. He suppose to come to pick me up at sevenish what for me was around 7:30 but obviously for him was at 7:00pm. We almost canceled the date but at the end he pick me up at BYU. I was wearing a cute outfit but my make up by that time was history.

He was nice he asked me if I wanna stop by my apt. I say yes so I dropped my bag and putted some make up. I was ready! We ate Hawaiian food and gelato ( it was perfect i was craving for some good gelato).

He walked me to my door, he hugged me honestly it was weird (maybe I wasn't used to that anymore. I didn't date at all for 4 months and I dated Daniel for 6 months..)


It was a good day!! I'm so happy that finally I'm moving on!


pd: My cousin from Spain is coming to visit me at the end of this month.. Im way excited!

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Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Second chances!!

I totally agree with this.. second chances should be a human right! As humans we always make mistakes! Sometimes giving ourselves a second chance is hard because we think we don't deserve them. We think that we deserve what we are living! But I tell myself and everybody out there.. WE DESERVE SECOND CHANCES! We should never give up in ourselves! We should keep trying and trying! For me is kind of hard saying this, lately i felt that I didn't deserve anything but I do!! I deserve to be happy, I deserve to be loved and love others.. I have the control in my life. One of the most amazing things that God has giving me is the opportunity of making my own destiny! I want to be better and make him proud of me! It is not easy cuz there is always things distracting me but I want to make my world and the world of others a place better!
People and to myself give ourselves:

A SECOND CHANCE, A THIRD CHANCE, A FOURTH CHANCE OR WHICH EVER CHANCES WE NEED! WE DESERVE THEM.. DON'T GIVE UP AND TRUST IN OURSELVES!

I just found this quote from president Monson. This confirms what I said about second chances.. I love my faith


"On occasion we need to make a second effort - and a third effort, and a fourth effort, and as many degrees of effort as may be required to accomplish what we strive to achieve".

HEADBANDS!

I found this website they have the cutest headbands ever! check it out!! You will find something cute!

Monday, November 2, 2009

Monday joy

I got sick or at least i think I'm sick!! Wes texted me this morning wondering why i didnt go to class he is sweet ( too innocent sometimes) but after all he has been pretty nice!! We haven't kiss yet.. I'm happy that we are taking sometime.. it is always good to know a person first before you get involved with them! I had a yummy lunch and a nice walk it was sunny the weather was great.. I feel gorgeous as I was walking on the street!
Today we celebrated "dia de los muertos" in Ecuador. I miss so bad "la colada morada y guaguas de pan"
Wes came to visit me he wants to make sure that I was feeling better.


COLADA MORADA Y GUAGUAS DE PAN

Halloween weekend

This weekend was fun!!
I had to work on friday night (that sucked) anyways I need the money and we dressed up for work!
Work didn't mess up my friday tho. On Friday afternoon Wes and me went to play bowling and he made dinner for us. He took me to work. After work he texted me and we went to his apt and we watched a movie!
On saturday I was in a weird mood!! I didn't want to do anything but as soon as I got dressed up everything change.. I WAS READY TO PARTY ALL NITE!!




I danced all night long!! We ended up in Denny's talking and laughing.. remember this so I party with her all nite, she is really nice!! I'm so glad that he didn't keep texting me!

On sunday, I woke up to go to church. It is always nice to spend my sunday morning with kids I love them!! I talked with my mom I love her so much!! we always laugh and she always make me feel the smartest and prettiest girl in this world.
Later that night Wes came and picked me up! We watch the fireside together! It was nice I like his hugs (you know me I'm a hugger)

HOPE U HAD A LOVELY WEEKEND TOO!!

Friday, October 30, 2009

Perpetual Paris





I've being obsessed with Paris my whole life! I always dream about it! France seems to be such a cool place and I can't wait to be there someday!
I fought this cute amazing french calendar! I'm totally buying this!!
Viva la France!

U gotta love autumn!

October has become officially one of my favorite months of the year!
i am to list things that make me happy this October:
so here it goes...
1. Fall clothes.. I LOVE WEAR BOOTS AND COATS people look pretty on them!
2. Hot drinks.. It feels so good to have something warm when it is cold outside
3. It is still sunny.. even it is cold you can get some sunshine
4. Fall colors.. i love them! They are so classy and vintage
5. He left.. finally he is not in my life anymore I decide to let the memories go and be me. At the end of the day if I feel good with myself, people will notice and they will love me for who I am.
6. Magic jack entered in my life.. now i can call my mommy whenever I want =)
7. I had several dates with some cool guys... still waiting for the right one
8. Halloween.. it is one of my favorite American holidays.. I love to play dressing up!!
9. I discovered the joy of blogging... it feels so good to be able to express myself, read my crazy stories, and "we'll collect the moments one by one. i guess that's how the future's done"- Feist.
10. Pumpkins, Cinnamon, brown sugar, apple... i love fall fragrance!!
11. Red and gold trees
12. The feeling that Christmas is getting closer!!

I LOVE AUTUMN
HAPPY HALLOWEEN

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Finally he is gone! and this world needs more LOVE!!


I couldn't call him. Don't blame me, it was hard! I decided that an email will be enough.
I got to the point that I'm sick of this situation so I told him everything that i feel in that email. He didn't reply and honestly I was expecting an email back!
I feel so much better now
Finally, I figure out the only way that I could get rid of those feelings is telling him them even if he doesn't care anymore. I do care and love is something that should be never hidden.
So if u love someone tell them, let them know.. After all, you will do your part and I promise you will feel better (cuz on my own experience i felt better).. what they do after it is up to them but at least u did something. This world needs more love!! Do something to full your life with that amazing feeling called LOVE you won't regret it.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Divorzio All'Italiana



We watched this movie in my french and italian cinema. I love it and I laughed hard. You can see it on youtube!!

There is always reasons to be happy

Things that make me happy today:
1. His text message this morning
2. He offered me a jacket
3. Have time to read during my chem class..
4. Realize once more that everything that is worthy needs sacrifice
5. Learn how to become one
6. Laugh in my french and italian cinema class... my teacher is funny.. this is his quote for today: "You are invited to come to my house and eat donuts but if you have to come to my house on Halloween night how lame is your life haha"
7. Thinking in gelato
8. Talking with my mom
9. Seeing friends that i didn't see for a while
10. Jack Johnson's video "Better Together" live in Paris

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

My first list!


    Things that make me feel in a good mood no matter what:

  1. Talking with my mom!! she is my best friend
  2. Swingers.. I love them
  3. Dancing.. it transports me to another world
  4. Sunshine... it just make me happy
  5. See my cute dog chasing rocks... i like how she jumps like a bunny
  6. Hugs... who doesn't love hugs
  7. melted cheese.... it so yummy and irresistible
  8. fall clothes.. i think everybody can look cute on coats and boots
  9. necklaces and dresses.. they make me feel girlie and cute
  10. International movies... lately I'm really enjoying italian ones.
  11. Paris... i haven't go there yet but this is a dream that will come true someday
  12. Flowers.. bright yellow flowers
  13. Random people smiling at me
  14. Pregnant women.. i love to feel their belly
  15. Coconut ice cream
  16. Anything that is green..
  17. Laying down on the grass
  18. Playing with kids
  19. Trying to see figures on the clouds
  20. Finding good deals.. in clothing, groceries, shoes,,,etc. I love good sales!!
  21. Knowing that someday I will find true love and I will have really cute children
  22. Thinking about the name of my future children
  23. Helping others
  24. Reading old letters from friends
  25. Walking on the rain
  26. Old couple holding hands
  27. My grandma
  28. My brothers
  29. Cute guys wearing black framed glasses
  30. There are so many more but i don't want to make this list enormous


Monday, October 26, 2009

Sunday, October 25, 2009

what if...

My heart is about to explode!! I cant hold this anymore but i don't want to break into little pieces in from him!! I hate that I am not enough brave to do that freaking call.. my heart and mind are full of questions right now! What should I do? the worst feeling in life is what if...
what if he doesn't love anymore?
what if he still feel something for me?
what if I just forget.. and just keep moving on!
what if he is the love of my life do I suppose to leave it like that.. not even trying once more
what if I already try enough but I keep building up too much expectations and still attach to the memories and feelings of the past
what if he was right and we are not mean to be together
what if I'm the only one stuck with this feeling and he got over it!
what if...
what if.......
what if...............
I CAN BELIEVE THAT IM STILL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE THAT I DIDN'T SEE FOR MORE THAN 3 MONTHS

Saturday, October 24, 2009

A typical BYU's date

I'm happy!! I went out with the guy from my class! I went to work at 4 and i left at 6 and he suppose to come to pick me up at 6:30. I miss the bus so i walked as fast as I can, praying that he won't be at my door! Then my battery died so I couldn't text him to come a little bit late.
Anyways things turn well I got home at 6:30 he wasn't there yet (lucky me). The inicial plan was to watch a movie in the internacional cinema but we decided to go to his place and watch a movie. We Watched the pursuit happiness if you didnt watch yet I highly recommended. After that we ate ice cream, then went to the park swing in the swingers ( and you know I LOVE SWINGERS), played frees bee, went back again to his apt, watch a little bit of the who's documentary, went for a walk, sat close to the pond, saw how the ducks behave and laughed of them, walked in a rainy night, he hugged me... It was all nice the only thing I regret is when he hug me like a baby that remained me Daniel so bad. he was the one who used to hold me like that!
You can tell I still miss him! =S

Thursday, October 22, 2009

PrEttY gOOd So FaR!

my mom and I having fun this summer in Guayaquil Te amo mimi!!

Today, the day couldn't start better. My mom called me and woke me up !!
I miss old days in high school, my mom always woke me up with a yummy breakfast and a sweet kiss!! I love her so much.. I'm so happy to be her daughter, for her influence in my life, for her support, for her love!!

Today the guy that i like from my spanish class ask me out!! I'm excited =)
I'm studying chem and i getting it!! what a sweet feeling..

As all you know he is leaving on friday next week. It is about time to let him and the memories go!!

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

PiCtUrE TiMe!!





Missing my mom!!

Today I'm moody!! I hate that I can focus lately!! I know what i want but it is becoming harder that I thought. I need my mom so bad! I was thinking what if I just come back but running away it is not the solution!
This feeling of being overwhelmed is killing me.. midterms are here, he is leaving, I dont like my job, I am not having auto control lately, finding friends has been hard lately!!

I just want to know what my Heavily Father wants from me?? and how I can achive it? I miss old times where everything was so simple and I had my mom supporting me and giving me strength to keep going!

SoAp OpErA LiFe

Dating could be more complicated that it seems to be. Today I went to take lunch with the ex boyfriend of the sister of one of my friends (this sounds so odd but it is a real story) Why this has to happen to me ?? seriously are you kidding me??
First, these girls are Ecuadorians so I will betray my country and my own people (I'm exaggerating but I feel the ecuadorian community will hate me).
Second, I don't want to deal with all the drama, I have enough with what i have by now!
Third, I don't know if this guy likes me or he just want to make her ex jealous.. and if thats the reason I don't want to be part of it.
Forth, he is kind of cute but he is blond and blondies are not my type!
Fifth, I think I enjoy the date =S, and I really like that he loves my culture...
He has been texting me all day!! ( its weird cuz usually americans dont do that after a first date)

I feel that sometimes my life is a soap opera. For real i could sell it and make some money with all my drama and my crazy stories haha

If YoU aRe A gIrL.. u GoTTa LoVe FlOwErS!!






I have such a good bro... today he surprised me with the most wonderful and beautiful flower bouquet!! Today is not even my b-day but it made my day.. I'm super happy . I'm lucky!!
I LOVE YOU MY BRO... U R THE BEST

Psd: I look so pale in the pics there is no doubt that the summer is gone.. so don't look at me look the flowers lol

Monday, October 19, 2009

Midterms

DEAR MIDTERMS:
I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I DON'T HATE YOU... BUT YOU ARE NOT MY FAVORITE THING IN THE WORLD.. LET'S HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP THIS WEEK....
I PROMISE YOU I'LL DO MY BEST!

XOXO,
LAURA

Weekend recap




This was a fun weekend. It was full of fake stomachache haha.. late driving nights, late dinner with friends, a cute waiter, crazy dances moves, good conversations with my mommy, cleaning rooms, text messages that weren't responded, recognition of what i really need rather what i want, chatting with old friends, be someone else just for talking with him, unexpectedly
someone ask me on a date, someone try glasses and she realize that they are not made them to her.. a little bit of crying!
But overall there I found reasons to be happy
I'm alive and everyday, every hour, every minute can be a new start!
Just try and try!

Friday, October 16, 2009

I just dont get it

A couple weeks ago I was eating in the cougareat when this guy approach to me with a dumb excuse that I didnt even understand . He ask me if he could sit next to me.. I was nice and I said yes (my mom taught me manners). He started to talk to me and he asked me for my number I didnt hear from him til sunday night (back home he would text me right away).
He invited me to take dinner on Monday (I EVEN SKIP WORK FOR THIS DATE) I told myself: Laura you have to give this guy an opportunity just go!
Dinner was fun we ate in the noodles&company, anyways his invitation was literally We just had dinner and that was it!!
I send him a text the other day he send me a short text and I didnt reply!
It is not that i like this guy cuz Im not but it really confuse me how dating works in Provo!
Why this guy would like to spend money paying dinner if he wasn't interested on me?
Why a guy would approach to you with the chance of being dumped out?
for me he must think you are attractive for doing that or what!!

I just don't get how dating works in Utah!!

Official news

He is leaving next week!! I didn't call him yet. I really want to do that call but I don't know what to say.. should it be just a casual call like " hey good luck with your trip" or should I be honest with myself and tell him the truth of how I feel... I will let you know how it will go??
Pray for me I don't want to break my heart again.. I'm barely recovering so hopefully he will be nice with me (it doesn't mean that he should still be in love with me but if you ask me it will be cool to know that he stills feels something for me) Anyways I don't want to build up fake hopes inside me, i just want to hear his voice just one more time, and wish him a good luck with his new life!

My other self


There is a time in your life that you meet someone who is more like a friend she is more like your other you! This gorgeous girl next to me is my other me. I love her so much!
We share so many things in common: dancing, glasses, style, even our dears have the same name "DANIEL"..... I wish I could have her a little bit closer cuz I miss her a lot.
People think that we are sisters cuz we look alike a lot! what do you think? do we look a like?
I'm happy that i was able to find my other self.. I'm sure that this is a blessing that not everyone have.
I LOVE YOU


Hay un momento en la vida donde conoces a alguien que es mas que una amiga, ella es tu otro yo. Esta hermosa nina junto a mi es mi otro yo... La amo mucho!!
Compartimos tantas cosas en comun: la danza, los lentes, el estilo, incluso el nombre de nuestro queridos es el mismo " DANIEL" .. Deseo tanto tenerla mas cerca porque la extrano demasiado!!
La gente piensa que somos hermanas por nuestro parecido fisico! que piensan? nos parecemos?
Estoy tan feliz de haber sido capaz de encontrarte amiga.. Estoy segura que esto es una bendicion que no todos tiene
TE AMO

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Service

I heard a lot about of service lately and I thought what I'm doing to serve others. I really want to help but where, when and who i will help.. all this questions where resolved. I found this web site volunteermatch.org....Go and check it out you will find a good opportunity to serve others

Tuesday

Tuesday... they are always better than Mondays!! This lately days Im going through this hate/love relationship with my life!!
I have a paper due tomorrow and I didn't even start it! I have to go to work and I dont even have a good excuse of why yesterday I didn't go to work yesterday!
I decide that Im gonna call him even if he brakes my heart again! At least I will stop wondering and imagine things plus he is leaving pretty soon so I wont have to see him again!
Probably I wont sleep tonight, I might be writting this paper all night long, hopefully my computer will work (today was acting weird) and tomorrow I will feel much better than today!

Not again!

I'm feeling frustrated!!! I hate that HE IS LEAVING, I cant do anything about it, I hate that I can get over him, I hate to not be able to call him and tell him how i really feel, I hate that things ended up so fast, I hate when I cant understand chemistry, I hate when I get excited and nothing happen, I hate when i set goals and I don't accomplish them, I hate when I feel alone..

one of the last pictures together.. where things seemed to be perfect

I MISS YOU!!

Monday, October 12, 2009

Growing up!!

I cant believe how time flights so fast!

LOOK AT THIS:
this cute chubby baby .. IT IS ME!!

this is me now!!

I cant believe it!! I grew up so much.. I just realized when me and my mom had this conversation early this morning

MOM: are you still a primary teacher?
ME: yes
MOM: you are so blessed, you are teaching the new generation
ME (inside): I'm part of the old generation or what?? or ...

I'M JUST BECOMING AN ADULT!!

Good Latina


Today i feel much better! I cleaned my room and it looks awesome!! I went to church a little bit late but i still enjoyed to be with the kids!
I was craving for a soap opera long time ago til i found El refugio!! As a good latina, I have to enjoy that kind of things!


I'M SO READY FOR THIS WEEK!!

(tomorrow i will have a date I will let you know how it goes)

Sunday, October 11, 2009

MIX EMOTIONAL


I'm kinda of mad Ecuador didnt win against Uruguay and that makes harder our chance to go to the World Cup. I don't lose my faith til' the last game, for me Ecuador can still make it !!

I spent the night with some friends playing arcade tokens. I had a blast!!.
I remembered my childhood and it was priceless.

I also figured out something really sad! He is leaving to Peru at the end of this month.... I will miss him even more but maybe this is what i need. I really want to call him and tell him how i feel but i dont want be hurt again!

GOOD LUCK DANIEL, I WISH YOU THE BEST!!

Friday, October 9, 2009

Letter to myself


Dear life and Laura:


We hate when you don't do want you have and need to do... I hate when you procrastinate but I love you no matter what!! I just want you to be better!! You get easy despair but I want to tell you something.. this life is about keep trying, trying and trying! You have everything to be successful!!
I like when you wear dresses you look really cute on them!! I hate when you don't do you laundry seriously we need clean clothes more often ( I know we have a lot of clothes and we never run out of them) but for your own sake do it once a week and I promise you it will be easier!
I know that lately things seems to be hard especially for your heart, I know that you miss the guy and I wont judge you. For the first time you really feel in love. You loose this time, he left you I know how hard that was for you. You had a lot of plans, ideas, illusions, desires, goals and all of them included him. He is gone, he didn't take the risk so stop wondering what life would be if he will be here.
HE WONT COME BACK! and thanks god he is not coming back, he is not a bad person just not the right one for you!
Take advantages of being school, you don't imagine how many opportunities you are loosing when you get discourage! as I tell you keep trying even if you fail that will make you a better person. When you decide to do something SAY IT, MEAN IT AND DO IT. Life is not easy and the kind of life you want its not for losers!
Enjoy what ever you are doing time wont come back again! Thanks for all you do, thanks for trying to be better, thanks for show love for others, thanks for being grateful.
you will find your prince and you will have a wonderful family.

I LOVE YOU!

Time to rest and think!!

The weekend is here! This week was fast and I'm happy for that! This weekend I will be mostly like doing homework, studying, putting new goals, watching this movie and sleeping. I dont wanna see anyone. This weekend will be all about me!!
HAPPY WEEKEND!! XOXO

Superwoman




Today, I'm not feeling good!! I dunno whats wrong with me!! I need to sleep more. I just realized that I become a facebook addicted and THAT'S NOT GOOD at all.. The weekend is here and it is time to breath, to recover energy, to fight against my new addiction, to keep going because..........
I'm a superwoman even when I'm a mess!!

Thursday, October 8, 2009

heritage

I'm so proud to be latina!! It is awesome to have a heritage rich of culture, traditions, dances, yummy food and wonderful people. Latinos are well=known for shaking the bootie and our lively parties!! One of my best friend is participating in a beauty contest and so happy for her! This is not a normal beauty contest! cuz you dont need just to be pretty (obviously she's gorgeous). You need to represent also the culture of the country. She is representing Paraguay and Brazil! She just called me this morning to ask me if I can be her choreographer, I said yes!! Our choreography will rock your socks!!



I'm thinking of doing something like the first part of this video!!

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Dating affairs


Oh yeah people might thought that i have tons of dates thanks to the dating environment here at BYU and my personal attributes (yes I'm humble haha) but actually not! It is not that I'm picky cuz I'm not! Yesterday, I talked over the phone with this old date mate (yes i like to call'em mates). He was asking me why I am not dating... this make me think... seriously why I'm not going on dates lately... This guy told me that I'm attractive and nice so that is not the problem! I guess, since my last boyfriend I became unapproachable.. I don't know what happen I used to be the girl who was really talkative, funny and flirt. It was easy for me to move on but not this time. I had the biggest crush on my ex and it is taking me a lot of time getting over this. Anyways I decided to do something in order to fix my datingless (no dates) life.. I will be more friendly more approachable and yeah less picky! I still have some standards, I don't want creepy guys so for the rest of you that don't fit in the last description!
I'm ready for you guys !!

Erase your draft messages.. for your own sake haha


Yesterday i did something dumb, by mistake i sent a text... It wouldn't bother me because I always send text messages to the wrong person and that's kind of normal to me.. BUT I send it to my ex boyfriend he replied yes he did but he seemed to be surprised... let me put it in the right words he didn't know who was texting him or at least he pretended that he didn't know. He sent me 3 messages asking who is this?? i didn't reply OBVIOUSLY. I was too asleep (it was 2 am) and ashamed.. but it is weird the night before I texted him on purpose and I wrote that this is Laura but he didn't reply, so my guess is that he knows that the the crazy texting woman was me!
I just laughed of myself and my foolishness this morning!!

Where the wild things are


I want to watch this movie so bad!! If someone wants a date with me take me to this movie and I will like you and for sure I will say yes to the 2nd date haha!!

Monday, October 5, 2009

Conference weekend

This weekend was awesome I heard the voice of my Lord through his disciples... I went with my bro and other friends and for first time I went to all sessions and Im so glad i did!! I made new friends, I remembered things that I knew, I saw a lot of friends even my ex boyfriend's dad (it was a really awkward, I didn't know what to do. Should i say hi or what?? Just for the record I pretended that I didn't saw him but it was pretty obvious that i was faking) . I felt the spirit, I went shopping during priesthood meeting, I laughed, I played pool, I watched a movie, A girl took me a pic for her blog , I had dinner with my brothers, I felt blessed, I felt the hand of my Heavenly Father my mom had an accident but she is doing fine, it is a miracle that she didn't hurt as I thought she will. I'm so happy for havinig her in my life and for her faith..
THANKS GOD FOR WHAT A WONDERFUL WEEKEND!!

conference!!


This weekend we had general conference.... It was awesome they words lift me up!! I feel so happy to know all these truths and they are part of my life. I feel blessed for believing in this wonderful gospel!!

Thursday, October 1, 2009

MOVING!!

This will be my daily view.. I really miss tall buildings and people walking on the streets

I'm way excited for the winter i might be moving to SLC!! I have a job opportunity there and i can still going to school cuz byu has a campus in the city!! YOU DONT IMAGINE HOW EXCITED I AM!! I want to live in the city again. It is fun to be in Provo but be out of the bubble will be sooo cool!!

Fiesta fiesta

Yesterday was an awesome day.. i got all my homework done instead of going to work I went to this birthday party. It was cool to see my friends they really make me feel beloved!! we danced, we ate they have tons of food, we play cards.. IT WAS A BLAST!
Happy b-day Cesar!

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

In the mood for love





This soundtrack is what i like to call a genius song. Everytime i listen it i want to dance!! Take a sit an enjoy it! and if you have time to watch the movie do it you wont regret it!!

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Fall

This pic was taken last fall

Today is one of those days that you feel good and you don't know why.. I'm happy and there is no reason for not to be.. Fall is here and yes I love all the colors definitely fall is the season to fall in love!

Friday, September 18, 2009

My parents


Today i was seeing some pics and this pic showed up and I thought how grateful and blessed i am for having this two extraordinary persons as my PARENTS!!
Their love make me feel the luckiest girl in the world.. they are together for more than 20 years and Im 110% sure that they will be together forever!! Thanks you mami and papi for make me who I am, for all the love that we have at home, for spoiling me, for taking care of me and giving me a perfect example of what a family is about!!
I LOVE YOU
LAURA
Hoy estuve viendo algunas fotos cuando aparecio esta.. y pense que agradecida y bendecida soy por tener a estas dos extraordinarias personas como mis PADRES!!
Su amor me hace sentir la muchacha mas afortunada del mundo.. estan juntos por mas de 20 anos y estoy 110% segura que estaran juntos por la eternidad!! Gracias mami y papi por hacerme quien soy, por todo el amor que tenemos en casa, por consentirme, por cuidarme y darme un el ejemplo perfecto de lo que es una familia!!
LOS AMO,
LAURA

Thursday, September 17, 2009

NEW LOOK


Its not that new.. this look is made in Quito Ecuador so I made a couple weeks ago... hope you like it.. it's definitely short, great bangs and i just love it!! I received good comments so far i hope that you are not the exception lol!!

My mom


I'm so proud of her!! She is the best of the best i love her so much that i cant even express with words how much i love this women!! She is just perfect and I cant imagine myself without her... She is exactly the kind of mom that i wanna become some day..
She is my inspiration, my support, my best friend, my confident!! Im grateful for her I couldnt ask for someone better than her!!
Thanks mom TE AMO!!

BLESSINGS!!


Its time to start doing homework instead im blogging..BAD GIRL!! I just want to share the hapiness that I'm having right now!! I just realized how much blessed I am so in times of complaining this will be a remainder of how wonderful my lifes is... Im so happy to had the opportunity to go home this summer, for the amazing family that im being blessed with, for the perfect mom i have, for my brothers, for my friends , for school, for the great opportunity of studying at BYU, for LOVE, for my heavenly father, for temporal experience, for beliving in something that I know with all my heart is true THE GOSPEL, for my cute perfect dog, for the amazing weather that we are having, for being healthy, for the idea that someday i will find the right guy that we will be perfect for me, for temples, for who I am, for my talents, for how wonderful and beautiful my life and I are. for this and other uncountable blessings I'M HAPPY =)!!