Official news

He is leaving next week!! I didn't call him yet. I really want to do that call but I don't know what to say.. should it be just a casual call like " hey good luck with your trip" or should I be honest with myself and tell him the truth of how I feel... I will let you know how it will go??
Pray for me I don't want to break my heart again.. I'm barely recovering so hopefully he will be nice with me (it doesn't mean that he should still be in love with me but if you ask me it will be cool to know that he stills feels something for me) Anyways I don't want to build up fake hopes inside me, i just want to hear his voice just one more time, and wish him a good luck with his new life!